Kasey's JournalSunday, August 24, 200311:34PM - yaySCHOOL IS PERFECT! EVERYTHING IS PERFECT! YAYYYYY! Current mood:  ecstaticCurrent music: elanor rigby - the beatles Thursday, July 31, 200312:11AM - spinnersthings are good. talked to beca she seems different, i don't know. like she was very un-interested in talking to me. so, i just left it alone, said goodbye, and hung up. i made the effort to call her, she knows my number, if she feels like talking to me, my phone will ring. Current mood:  indescribableCurrent music: get low - lil' john and the eastside boyz Tuesday, June 24, 20031:11AM - come away with meyeah, come away with me, the line goes, i wanna walk with you in the fields, where the yellow grass grows knee high. i'm not sure if i am the person i wanna be, i don't understand the things i do. life seems so simple, yet so complex, but i guess that's just life -in constant contradiction. i have nothing to complain about - it's just i feel like i'm worthless sometimes, that the people i know, and see, and speak with everyday would be so much better without me. oh well, for the most part i am happy. pish posh. Current mood:  predatoryCurrent music: come away with me - norah jones Tuesday, May 20, 200312:19AM - doug funniethings are better. Current mood:  rejuvenatedCurrent music: let's stay together - al green Tuesday, April 29, 200312:49AM - you really wanna put your feet on my rugthings are good, nothing much to say, i am tired. chris downey doesn't know how to spell "safety", apparently, he is under the impression that it is spelled, "saftey" hehe. Current mood:  sleepyCurrent music: pimp juice - nelly Monday, April 14, 200312:19AM - totally sweet, in more than one wayhaha...my mom told me to tell chris she said, "hey" today. SHOCKING!!!! Current mood:  sillyCurrent music: dire straits - the sultans of swing Thursday, April 10, 20032:45AM - tonight, tonightok ok ok, a few more things. i hate waiting. i am probably the most impatient person in the world. i hate not knowing, also. like i know with all my heart that chris downey is my soulmate, he's my best friend. i know we will get married and have lots of little babies! :)...and it just gets me so frustrated that because we are so young that we have to wait to get married and start our own lives, together. like he wants all this stuff before he even thinks about putting a ring on my finger. he wants car stuff, tvs, blings, hot suits, fun toys, nice cars, but i just want two things, a ring, and our lives to begin with each other. i wish he would just say, "kasey, you're my best friend, lover, soulmate, and partner, now be my wife." and then everything i ever dreamt of would come true...but of course like everything that makes you wanna cry in a good way, it's only a dream and a wish. Current mood:  peacefulCurrent music: starry-eyed surprise - paul oakenfold 2:38AM - sooooooo...frustrating, yep, that what it is. it's like you think everything is so perfect, or at least getting there. and then, AND THEN, AND THEN!...it goes KABOOOOOOOOM! oh, well, pish posh. for the most part, i am happy. haha, things can only get better, and these things all make good conversations! :) Current mood: ditzyCurrent music: walk like an egyptian - the bangles Saturday, April 5, 200311:12PM - mexi-mulletswatermelons, everywhere!! hehe! lauren knows what i am talking about. i went to the edwin mccain show at cat's cradle with lauren, megan, heather, spring *hehe what a name!!*, and her boyfriend, ben. we got front row seats...yay! except for the fact that i had to sit beside a guy named tom..."IT'S SOOOOO SAD" "AHHHHHHHHHHH", hehe. there was this crazy lady, who knew all the words to every song, that edwin sang, and the opening guy sang, and she sand EVERY WORD, and yelled out songs for him to sing, and stood up and swayed back and forth during one song, she definitely needed a permed mullet, it would have been perfect then. this crazy lady behind me took a picture of my hair too, and then explained AFTERWORDS what she was doing??!!the concert was realllllly good, write me a song :). i really really like heather and megan, and lauren's okay, i'm not too crazy about her, HEHEHE ONLY JOKING, i am glad lauren made some nice friends at school, it's nice to see her happy and enjoying herself. today was mine and chris's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! yay for us. it was raining this morning so he couldn't take me on my surprise so i have to wait til later this week :(. he got me some flowers and my favorite chocolate covered cherries. he's so great to me, i'm so proud of him and proud to be his girlfriend. i love him with all of my heart and all ten of my toes!! i gotta go to sleep, we are getting breakfast buffet in the morning. who's excited??? i am! oh, by the way, becky if you read this, girlfriend, no more stress!! hope the projects go well, and K.I.T. i love you the purplest Current music: roll out - the mix i just got from shaun g...it's super fly Tuesday, April 1, 200311:57PM - oh, soHAPPY! that's what i am -- haPPy Current mood: happyCurrent music: the neverending story-some swedish guy with a sweet mullet 12:10PM - just that it was nicesomewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... Current mood:  thankfulCurrent music: the final countdown - haha lauren, you love it Friday, March 28, 200312:44AM - yay*Ever been so drunk you blacked out: no Current mood:  dorkyCurrent music: comfortable - john mayer, just him and his guitar Thursday, March 27, 200311:36AM - i love my cheeseburgeri'm so happy to have the wonderful people in my life that i do Current mood:  energeticCurrent music: my only cheeseburger - silly songs with larry Wednesday, March 26, 200310:59AM - hiccupsyes, i've had them for the past two days and the won't go away. oh well, pish posh. everything is grand. the weather is beautiful. and lauren and i are going to the beach this weekend. YAY!! Current mood: excitedCurrent music: close to you-the carpenters but i like the bnl cover Monday, March 24, 20032:15AM - scrape yourself up with a spatulayour life isn't that bad. i'm not talking about just me, i'm talking about everyone. we, and when i refer to we in this entry, i include myself, walk around feeling sorry for ourselves, acting like we have the most horrible lives in the world, whatever, that's bs. no matter what just happened, we are always "ok". when someone asks us how we are doing, we should say wonderfull, because you know what, you're alive, and that's all you need to be successful and happy. just try. that's what you have to do, make an attempt at things instead of expecting things to be mediocre all the time. strive to be wonderful, and you will be. i'm so tired of people thinking that they have it sooooo bad, no one, and i mean NO ONE i know has anything that's too bad for them to handle. God puts tough situations in your life, so you can learn how to handle it. it's life, deal with it, you can't spend your entire life throwing yourself a pity party. ohhh, poor me. get over it. you're not dead. put a smile on your face, it's much prettier, i know from experience, when i frown my chin turns into a potato patch. life is grand, you should celebrate it with love, laughter, good food, pretty clothes, fun shoes, good hair, big smiles, warm hugs, flowers, people you love and hate, random hellos and conversations with complete strangers, neat electronics, prayer, meaningful relationships, girlie things, good-smelling perfumes, candles, anything from target, funnel cake, popcorn, reese's, things that are on sale, ham's chips, vanilla wafers, oreo's dipped in milk, ice cream, juicy fruit, green orbit, cosmo, the Bible, church, aol instant messenger, car trips with close friends, the beach, the mountains, downtown, eating outside, the cool tree on battleground ave., anniversarys, birthdays, picnics, puppies, kittens, old people, neighbors, sleepovers, brownies, ben and jerrys, fun middle-aged women, complaints about your parents, MY GRANDMA!!!, doritos, cheese & wheat crackers, gatorade, vanilla coke, the movies, <3pharrell<3, getting a tan, flip flops, wearing socks in bed, warm towels out of the dryer, good pillows, teddy bears, aerobics classes, swimming, the grocery store late at night, ice skating, cheese, a good book, bill's pizza, taco bell, olive garden(mmmmmmmm), summertime, rolling down your windows, loud music, fun music, heater in your car in the middle of the winter, buy one get one free,smoothies!!, there is so much more to be happy about. i just don't understand how in the world, anyone could just be "ok" with their life. i know sometimes things get down, but just look on the bright side of things, i mean for real, when it's that bad, it's really not that bad. i just so fed up with everyone being so distraught over the silly things, i have made a promise to myself that i will remember and be thankful for the good things, when i even start to think or even just say that my day or life is merely "ok". heck, if i can manage to be wonderful, anyone can. just remember that you could be in the middle east, when you don't know the next time you walk out your door there could be a torpedo coming right at your front yard. **notice --my music today is--, let's stay together is one of the two songs that will be played at mine and chris downey's wedding** Current mood: chipperCurrent music: let's stay together - al green Monday, March 17, 200312:54PM - same words, different situationso, the past week, chris has been very nice to me, very loving, and then this week, it's just like he turned it off, i mean, i don't know if it was because we were in front of people, especially the straight-edge hardcore kids or whatever, but i hate when he just acts like i am not even his girlfriend, like i'm just a friend or a band groupie. i hate feeling left out or not important to him. it's like one minute, i think he's completely happy, and not a thing in the world is going wrong. and then the next, he acts like someone just killed the dog. i don't know if it's going to be up or down. it's a rollercoaster. Current mood:  nostalgicCurrent music: moving on - weekend Thursday, March 13, 20033:31AM - so take of all your clothesdisappointed, once again. whatever, you are already dead. Current mood:  frustratedCurrent music: hot in herrrrrrre - nelly Wednesday, March 12, 20038:32PM - by the wayi was at my mom's office today, and this little like 6 year old girl was like, "you are one of the prettiest ladies, i ever seen!" she will never know how great that made me feel. Current mood: busyCurrent music: i miss you - aaliyah 8:01PM - la la lapeople are so dumb, it makes me want to shoot myself in the head. i <3 chris (and pharrell). i'm taking these aerobic classes at the Y, they are good fun, and a great workout, but i have NEVER done so many sit ups, EVER EVER! -- abs of steel coming soon! Current mood:  dirtyCurrent music: u got it bad - usher <3 he's hottttt too Tuesday, March 11, 200310:23PM - come in a hole and lay with meyep, that's what we do. 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